My New Album

it’s been ten years
i slowly roll the windows down
i can see insecurities dressed up as warning signs
and fear-driven sirens chasing us
but it’s high time i let them out
one by one, let the stories unwind

stories of self doubt, wasted nights, almost lovers
and this beautifully terrifying journey of being human.
stories about the feeling of being bound to the ocean, mother nature and at the same time losing your heart to concrete jungles and strangers
stories about touching the universe, falling in love with yourself and this crazy world and finding peace within a whirlwind of thoughts

because in the end…
thoughts become words
(and now they are yours to have.)

Album

Void

Void

 

Would you wanna take a ride with me?
Would you wanna take a ride?
Would you wanna paint the sky for me?

Would you?

Would you wanna pick a rose for me?
Pick a rose full of thorns?
Would you wanna show your scars to me?

Would you?

Chorus

Cause honey ahhhh
It takes a whole lotta effort
(a whole lotta effort)
To fill this void next to me

Yeah Baby ahhhh
It takes a whole lotta effort
(a whole lotta effort)
To fill this void next to me

Verse 2

Would you talk about your wildest dreams?
Let me in to see the truth?
And if I asked you to set me free

Would you?

Chorus

 C-Part

I’m not looking for a lover
I’m not looking for a lover
I’m not looking for a lover
I’m just looking for a wild thing
Looking for a wild trip

I’m not looking for a lover x3
I’m just looking for a wild trip
Looking for a wild trip

…so would you wanna take a ride with me?

Chorus x2

Berlin

Berlin

have you ever had a city call out your name
have you ever lost your heart at a certain place
have you ever found truth in strangers eyes
well me, i’ve been there a couple times

and it paints for you the brightest of pictures
and it pours down on you like glitter

it makes you come alive
it makes you run wild
and when it’s half past five
you never felt this free
moving to your heartbeat
with a reckless mind
it makes you come alive

have you ever spilled your fears onto the ground
got lost in the streets cause you followed the sound
of wild youth raising they’re glasses to the sky
screaming „‚here’s to the city that never dies“

and it covers your whole body in neon light
and it slowly pulls you in from behind

it makes you come alive
it makes you run wild
and when it’s half past five
you never felt this free
moving to your heartbeat
with a reckless mind
it makes you come alive

watch your heartbeat
keep it steady
are you ready

 

Pretty Boy

Pretty Boy

pretty boy with the sad eyes
we haven’t talked in a long long time
i can tell that you’re kinda tired
you shake your head „it’s all good, it’s all fine“

so i ask about your family
„how’s your band, are you playing a lot?“
you say your brother’s getting married
the band’s a disaster but it’s all you’ve got/you’ll give it a shot

and as you talk and you talk
i count every goddamn freckle on your face
and as you talk and you talk
i apologize for drifting away
thinking bout the ways i could ask you to stay

pretty boy i’m dying to know
what’s the deal when we text at midnight
am i just a name on a long long list
cause if i am i’m getting all the wrong signs

and i’m wondering if you ever think of
when we spent hours and hours in a smoky bar
i burnt my hair with a cigarette
we were drunk when you first held me in your arms

and as I talk and I talk
i count every goddamn freckle on your face
and as I talk and I talk
i apologize for drifting away
thinking bout the ways i could ask you to stay

pretty boy
wanna hold you tight
pretty boy
wanna see you shine
oh i’m dying to be your kiss goodbye
my pretty boy with the sad eyes
my pretty boy with the sad eyes
pretty boy
wanna hold you tight
wanna get lost
in your hazel eyes
oh i’m dying to be your kiss goodnight
my pretty boy with the sad eyes
my pretty boy with the sad eyes

pretty boy with your sad eyes
we haven’t talked in a long long time

 

I Touched The Universe

I Touched The Universe

once upon a time
i touched the universe
it made me realize i’m part of it

once upon a time
i felt the milky way
bursting out my finger tips

plants started growing
through the gaps between my toes
my mind started flowing
like the wind through a window

so now that i’m free and wide awake
give me all the sunlight i can take
throw me into the ocean, the highest waves
wrap me up in leafs and leave me here to stay

once upon a time
i started caring for
the dried up flowers inside of me

i almost lost my mind
before i lost my thoughts
before i felt that i’m infinite

i strengthened my handshake and embraced my tears
i welcomed the heartache with „hello my dear“

so now that i’m free and wide awake
give me all the sunlight i can take
throw me into the ocean, the highest waves
wrap me up in leafs and leave me here to stay

 

Made Of Glass

Made Of Glass

I’m a little bit reckless
I’m a little bit a mess
I’m a little depressive
But I am trying my best

I’m a little antisocial
A pessimist through and through
I’m a prisoner in my head
but I swear I love u

and though I never learned to love myself
love is all I got to give
and though I am made of glass
you’re a risk I dare to take

I will water my garden
to make the roses bloom
& I will try to let the sun in
so it can shine on you

and I will cover you in flowers
and make you fall asleep
so I can look at you closely
without you looking at me

cause oh I never learned to love myself
my love is all I got to give
and though I am made of glass
you’re a risk I dare to take

and the story will end like
all my stories do
I will lock you out of my heart
before you make it through

and maybe someday you will
understand what it’s like
to be a soul in a body
that got lost in the night

cause oh I never learned to love myself
my love is all I got to give
and though I am made of glass
you’re a risk I had to take
cause oh I never learned to love myself
my love is all I got to give
and though I am made of glass
you’re a risk I had to take

 

Front Row

Front Row

the crowds keep getting bigger
this room is getting smaller
there’s another pretty someone
waving up to you

 

and i’m standing by the entrance
in the part of the club that you can’t see
cause you’re blinded by the headlights
counting in the band like 1, 2, 3

 

and it’s bittersweet to know
that not too long ago
the girl you used to take home
was me

 

it’s bittersweet to think
about the songs we used to sing
the way you ran to me
after the show, mmhhh

 

but i ain’t getting
your frequencies no more
i ain’t moving
to your beat like i did before
i ain’t getting your frequencies no more
there’s another girl waiting
another one waving
in front row

 

i can hear her cheering
there’s just no way to overhear it
and you’re packing up your bags with
a new helping hand

 

oh i’m right there in the shadows
still got a drink i have to pay
when our eyes lock for a second
honey don’t you worry, i’m already on my way

 

and it’s bittersweet to know
that a couple years ago
the girl you used to take home
was me

 

it’s bittersweet to think
about the songs we used to sing
the way you ran to me
after the show, mmhhh

 

but i ain’t getting
your frequencies no more
i ain’t moving
to your beat like i did before
i ain’t getting your frequencies no more
cause there’s another girl waiting
another one craving

in front row

 

Lyrics

Strangers feat. Simon Lewis

Strangers feat. Simon Lewis

Cheap wine and empty packs of cigarettes

You tell me ‘bout your parents how you never wanna be like them

And the next thing that I know is your lips on mine

Honey it’s 7 am, you shine brighter than the red sky

 

Yeah my heart skipped a beat

Yeah my heart skipped a beat or two

When you held my face and told me I was beautiful

 

Just for tonight

We’ve got tonight

We’ve got tonight

Only tonight

We’ve got tonight

We’ve got tonight

We’re just two strangers looking for a little bit of love

Just for tonight

Only tonight

 

You come and go without a trace

Leaving all your marks on bodies you cannot name

There’s something bout the way, something bout the way you are

I feel like I’m longing for someone who can break my heart

 

And my heart skipped a beat

Yeah my heart skipped a beat or two

When we walked these empty streets

And held hands like lovers do

 

Chorus

 

People like you and I just function temporarily

Cause we get fucking scared anytime we feel anything

So we try to get by with not giving too much away

Cause These kinda love affairs are all we can ever take

 

Chorus

Blue Love

Blue Love

A room full of dust
Boxes piled up
You’re leaning against the wall

your cracks and your scars
oh I know them by heart
the bruises make you beautiful

after all of these years
and thousands of tears
you still shine like a star

 

i sing you some songs
and you remember them all
come play me the melody
play me the chords

 

my blu-ue love

my blu-ue love, oh love

 

i take you with me
and we sit by the tree
reminisce for one last time

 

bout the stories we’ve told
all the fears we have fought
and the stages we shared
those are memories of gold

 

my blue love

my blue love, oh love

 

isn’t it strange?
How time makes us change
How we leave our loved ones behind

 

i hang you back up
in this room full of dust
don’t be too sad i swear i’ll be back

 

my blue love

my blue love, oh love

my blue love

my blue love, oh love

The Tall Girl

The Tall Girl

i’ve always been the tallest girl
way too skinny, way to insecure
but my brain has always made it clear
no room for nice words, i wish i’d disappear

all the people around me
seem to know how to live life properly, but not me
and i’m getting tired of pleasing everyone
man, i just wanna sleep and write some songs, that is all i want

chorus:
cause when the only thing that keeps you alive
is you hoping for the stars to align
when it all gets too much
please unplug

and should i ever be in a state of mind
where i can’t move my feet or feel my spine
when i depend on people holding my mug
please just unplu-uuuuuug

there’s a lot i hate about myself
i always wished to be somebody else
i don’t like my ears, i think they’re huge
and i wanna be a singer but i sing out of tune, yeah i do

and i smoke and drink and sleep too much
it’s like my body and mind are out of touch

chorus

don’t get me wrong, i like being alive
but sometimes i just can’t find peace of mind
and i’m done pretending things i ain’t
i’m done with all the bullshit and the fake

chorus

i’ve always been the tallest girl
way too skinny, way too insecure

 

Oceanbound

Oceanbound

nothing will ever set me free
like crashing waves & the ocean breeze – aah
nothing will ever make me feel
like salt in my hair & sand beneath my feet – aah

somebody
somebody⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
somebody help me ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
i‘m OCEANBOUND – trying to find my way back, back to the water baby cause
i‘m OCEANBOUND – trying to clear my head from what i thought i knew
OCEANBOUND – cover my body with shells and corals baby cause
i‘m OCEANBOUND – i found my roots beneath the blu-u-ue ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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nothing will ever hold me
like mother nature‘s liquid body – aah
nothing will ever heal me
like the depths of the endless sea – aah
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
somebody
anybody⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
somebody help me ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
i‘m OCEANBOUND – trying to find my way back, back to the water baby cause
i‘m OCEANBOUND – trying to clear my head from what i thought i knew
OCEANBOUND – cover my body with shells and corals baby cause
i‘m OCEANBOUND – i found my roots beneath the blu-u-ue

wash away my sins
oh mother won’t you set me free
wash away my sins
oh father won’t you help me breathe
wash away my sins
mother won’t you set me free
can somebody help me please?
x2

i’m oceanbound
oceanbound

 

Self Love Club

Self Love Club

Verse 1

Look at us
We are pushing and pulling, we’re tryna to be something else
That we can’t be

We don’t feel enough
We keep hiding our scars from ourselves
Scared to see

Prechorus
So can we make a love club
Learning how to self-love
Find a secret place to bury our doubts
Burning like a wildfire
Leave the ashes behind
So let’s close our eyes and scream it out loud

Chorus
We should learn to love ourselves
We should learn to love ourselves
We should learn to love ourselves
We should learn to, love ourselves too

Verse 2
Do you still know?
When were young, didn’t wanna be held back by our demons
We were so free

So what went wrong?
Ohhhh we have turned into millions and millions of broken pieces
And it’s all our minds

Prechorus
So can we make a love club
Learning how to self-love
Find a secret place to bury our doubts
Burning like a wildfire
Leave the ashes behind
So let’s close our eyes and scream it out loud

Chorus
We should learn to love ourselves
We should learn to love ourselves
We should learn to love ourselves
We should learn to, We should learn to
We’re broken souls
Fill our cracks with gold
And even if they say so
We don’t have to be that perfect
We’re broken souls
Fill our cracks with gold
And even if they say so
We don’t have to be that perfect

We should learn to love ourselves…………

W.M.I.B.S. (White Men In Black Suits)

W.M.I.B.S. (White Men In Black Suits)

The world is so cruel
White men in black suits
Try to tell us what we can or cannot do
Oh the world is so cruel

i don’t know what to do
do we look like we’re fools?
they’re trying to mask all the evil and sell it as the truth
oh the world is so cruel

but it keeps spinning, spinning round
how i wish for all the lost love to be found
but it keeps spinning, spinning round & round & round

this world is a mess
and i am trying my best
to find a good sense in the life that i live
i think i’m kinda over it

yeah this world is fucked up
i can’t stress this enough
how can love still be illegal and people put to death?
oh this world is a mess

but it keeps spinning spinning round
despite all the blood that it carries around
oh it keeps spinning, spinning round & round & round

they build fences and walls
and people lose their homes
but white men in black suits turn the crying on mute
while counting their notes